5/16/12

that moment


it's that moment of waking up in the morning and thinking "only 12 more days to go." only 12 more days of school. only 12 more days until i have all my days to myself. only 12 more days until the freedom of summer.

i love teaching. but, my goodness at this point in the year even the best of us are going cross eyed. it is tiring work. between breaking up mediating disagreements over crayons, tying their shoe for the fifth time that day, and making sure they are ready for the standardized test that is being given the next day there are only fractions of time left to hug and love on those sweet little babies.

it was a tiring day for all of us. some of them grew so tired they actually cried. it broke my heart because all i could say was "i'm sorry, but we have to keep going." getting ready for that "test," you know? i felt defeated at 3:00 after most of the kids had left for the day. but, there is one little one who is usually the last to leave. as i quickly turned out lights and gathered my things to leave i continued to chat with her about nothing much at all. she went on and on about this and that as i smiled and mumbled "mmmm hmmm." then i told her it was time for her to go. to that she said "ok... i love you." it's that moment of that sweet little voice that reminds me why i teach. and why i won't give it up, even when it gets hard.

note - this happened a couple days ago. now it's only 10 days.


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1 comment:

Miyan said...

sweetest story ever! i can just see you sitting there being like "mm hmm" while little kids just chat on. thats so cute! you are such a role model for them its crazy to think that even today i remember my fav teachers, you will be forever remembered :)

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