i'm busy getting stronger

tonight i admitted to myself for the first time that i still want pity for how badly you hurt me. i found it extremely embarassing and at the same time ridiculous. i don't need pity from anyone. yes, something unfortunate happened to me. yes, you did it. yes, i cried. yes, i am moving on. yes, i will be happy without you. yes, i am happy. then i heard this song on the radio...



"i know my heart will never be the same, but i'm telling myself i'll be okay. even on my weakest days i get a little bit stronger."

it's okay to be weak. it's okay to doubt. it's a process, but i am moving through it. and, i'm okay.

this blog may come across as a "pity blog" but that was not my intent. instead, it is a here-i-am-admitting-something-i-really-don't-want-to-admit. so there.

wow, that felt good. =)