easy street

"... what i'd give for an address out on easy street."

-sugarland

i always say how much i love my alone time. those times when i don't have to answer to anyone and i can do anything i want. they're some of my favorites. i can have chips for dinner and ice cream for dessert. i can play my music louder than i normally would and i can keep everything as tidy as i want without worrying that someone will think i am weird. i have been forced to marvel in my loneliness. i know i can't avoid it & i decide to deal with it by expressing unending admiration towards me being by myself. about to go through my last months of having a roommate. then i will be living alone. without a single friend in this town. just can't imagine what those months are going to be like. waking up alone, eating alone, studying alone, driving around alone, cleaning alone, going to bed alone. it is going to be hard.